You say you want a revolution

well you know, we all want to change the world

So, the past couple weeks of my life have been quite...eventful.

I went on a job interview, got asked to come in and work for a trial week, quit salt n pepa's, computer broke, worked the trial week, kept trying to find a way to salvage the content of hard-drive, was not so into the trial week, ended up not being offered the job anyway, wiped out my hard-drive and installed leopard....starting fresh

which led to my most recent epiphany....and now i believe i should start fresh on all aspects of my life.

so #1 aspect to focus on: career

obviously there have been some serious problems when it comes to this topic...so i was thinking about it and i'm thinking that maybe the best thing to do is consider a whole new career path...like really reevaluate my life and what the fuck i want to be doing with it...and i mean there are sooo many different professions out there, and i'm sure there are a bunch that i could reallly excel in. i just need some sort of guidance or push or sign to show me where to go from here. a whole range of different sorts of jobs have crossed my mind but i cant really distinguish those that are attainable from those that are implausible. to give you a better idea, here are some of the professions i have been considering

1. some sort of college level professor (because you dont need a degree, and there are definitely things i know so well, that i could teach them, plus i have always wanted to be a teacher)

2. a tutor (obviously for younger children for obvious reasons)

3. a writer (i would love to write professionally, but i don't think anyone would hire me, and i don't know what i would write about...

4. something in real estate (when the world and the economy stop sucking)

5. interior designer

well, thats all i can think of at the moment, but i am open to suggestions....i really think ideally i would work for 6abc or something and learn and then one day be a news anchor :) that would be awesome....and then i could be a journalist and i would get to write and be on tv!! that would be amazing....my real problem with this is that i think that everything i have done leading up to this point in my life has been wrong and wasted and i should have been focusing on writing and journalism and blah blah blah...(written by a true professional)

so yeah, thats where i am currently....i am definitely open to suggestions and advice and ideas....just not really criticism cause im a bit sensitive(just ask anyone at my sisters work who witnessed my most recent episode)...and i dont really like hearing negative things (just ask my friend stephanie)

but other than that, i would love to hear what people think about this situation :)

anywho, i am going to clean up and organize my room a bit, and then focus on the reconstruction of my computer...

happy thursday everyone! hope yesterday was a nice little tax day for you all (even though i am still not completely clear on the whole "real world tax day" thing) well lets be honest i'm still not completely clear on the whole "real world" thing..so....

Le'hitraot

Elementary, my dear

lets have a quick lesson in mathematics, shall we?

if you are out to eat, and the bill is ohh lets just say....$68.45, and you go to pay, and leave a tip for the very nice, very accommodating waitress...and you want to leave her a good tip because she was awesome....well then you round up to $70 and LEAVE FOURTEEN FUCKING DOLLARS!!!!!! seriously? this is becoming a little too familiar....are people really this fucking stupid? or are they just cheap???? because we all know that if you can't afford to tip appropriately then you should be making chef boyar-fucking-de for dinner.

seriously? youre going to waste me fucking time? oh and another thing...if you are gonna go out to eat and split an individual pizza and eat 4 free salads oh and of course 2 waters.....and your bill is fucking $12....guess what?!? you have significantly taken up my time, and my table (where i could have had some guests who are not cheap pieces of shit) so you realllly should not be feeling so wonderful about yourself for leaving the waitress 20%...because do you know what 20% of cheapskate is? pretty much worthless.

on another note.....fucking fios still has not made the most recent big love available on demand and its been almost 3 days since it was on...so thats awesome....and also a new cute feature of verizon fi-didmydadsignupforthisshit.....the remotes are all malfunctioning....apparently it is too much to turn on the tv AND the shitbox simultaneaously so instead you have to go througha ten minute process trying to get them both on which usually results in turning one on and the other off and then vice versa.


anyway...hope everyone had a fabulous st. patty's day!

oh and be sure to check out dontmesswiththebes.blogspot.com

its my new blog....devoted to my professional restaurant reviews....there are only a couple posts...but i shall update it as i experience more and more fabulous dining!


Slán leat

just sayin

further proof of fios inferior existence..

twenty.three.and.me

today is my twenty third birthday...and its weird because anyone who knows me, knows how much I love my birthday, how I count down to it every year, and how it always turns into this whole big extravaganza (well at least in my head)...no thats not the weird part...the weird part is that last night as I was trying to fall asleep (at like 12:15 AM) I could not stop crying...and it wasn't my normal birthday sadness that I feel (because as soon as it comes I know it will be over and gone)

i think my feeling of being such a failure has really intensified recently and its become unbearable...mostly because everyone keeps telling me how unhappy i am and how unhappy that makes them....and then i'm sitting there like, oh, i'm unhappy? and now suddenly my unknown unhappiness is ruining the lives of everyone i love....and that is pretty fucked up..and that just makes me want to disappear and then maybe they could all be happy again....but i have no where to go and so now i just feel trapped...its pretty shitty.

so basically this birthday is not so great....if anything i feel that it has given everyone the authority to be my therapist, and every conversation is a fucking session. no one even talks to me about normal things anymore....every conversation is about making myself better, and all of my issues, and all of the things that i do that i shouldnt do...and all of the things that i don't do that i should....and its actually just extremely painful....not to mention that everyone is doing this "because they love me"....well guess what, maybe you should all get together and discuss your approach, because you have bombarded me, and made me feel terrible and helpless, and useless...and obviously that was not anyones intention...but that is how it is.

i'm sorry that i can't find a job, and i'm sorry that i'm stubborn when it comes to looking, but its frustrating, especially when you wanted me to find a job, and i did...and then a few months later its not good enough....when will anything be good enough? because from the way i see it, nothing i have ever done has been sufficient..did anyone care at all when the district manager sought me out and offered me a really great opportunity? no...not really...and no offense....but this family is extremely hard to please....i could bend over backwards trying to make you people happy....and no one would seem to notice. instead you opt to be critical...and call me vain, or call me fat, or call me lazy....and no one is denying that i am any of these things...but how much can a person take of consistently hearing all of the negative things that they are? when does anyone ever say anything positive to me? i dont even know what i am getting at here....but then again, do my random outburts ever serve any purpose other than maintaining the minuscule amount of sanity i have left? nope...


hopefully twenty-three will bring better days, and a brighter future...i understand that it is really up to me to make things happen for myself...but maybe this year, things will fall into place a little better....because i really always have been a strong believer in things happening for a reason...which means one day this will all make sense..

happy march 3, 2009 (03.03.2009) to everyone.....apparently it's "square root day" how exciting!

oh...and in honor of the anniversary of my birth (i'm sure!) a PINK dolphin was found being all cute and pink! i need that dolphin because it was surely made for me!

happy birthday!!

and p.s. don't misunderstand me at all...i love everyone very much and really appreciate the concern....but it feels as though i am being a bit ganged up on and its rather overwhelming and a bit unbearable...thats all



Adieu, adieu, to yieu and yieu and yieu

united states of obama

shame on me for never finding the time to write anymore....i have been quite a disappointment to the hotpinkglitter name!

so i am going to take some time now to reflect on the first month of the new year....which really has not been so great.

my "job" in quotes because while it is a real job....i am not really making money....anyway....my job has been driving me pretty nuts recently....mostly because my managers are all pretty terrible to me, and im making practically nothing, because no one is coming in to eat....and now there is some newly added drama with some of the people i work with....and the real problem here is that i am so fucking confused about my life and what the fuck i am suppose to be doing...because here i am, a college graduate working as a waitress in a hidden restaurant...which blah blah blah used to be perfectly fine with me because i enjoyed going to work, and i liked the people....but now it seems to be rather misserable...not to mention a complete waste of time (when i go in at 12, have one table and am cut by 1) but i dont know wha tot do....because this job was suppose to be something to do until a "real job" came along...which of course it hasnt....and i cant seem to come to grips with quitting this waitress job only to go be a server somewhere else!! it drives me nuts.....not nuts like when i want to stick sharp objectsin my ears becasue people chew their gum like mother fucking cows.....but nuts like i just want to scream and be like "WHAT THE FUCK IS MY LIFE?!? WHAT THE FUCK AM I GOOD FOR?!?!?" you know what i mean?


on a positive note...i did go to AC a couple weekends ago and won a significant amount of money....which was awesome mostly because the deal i made with myself before i went was that if i could someone win $200 or more...i would buy myself rock band 2....because making a significant purchase with winnings and not the pittence that is my bank account is a lot more acceptable...or so i thought. of course everyone was all like "blah blah blah dont piss it away! put it in the bank....i cant believe youre gonna buy that shit" ok, hello? how about "congratulations" "you deserve it" "go ahead and treat yourself to something nice" the moral of this story: i need to find time to hang out with my friend stephanie again


and on that note....i am pretttty tired of people tellling me how i need to move out of my parents house....how it is so unhealthy and this and that....ok thanks a lot fucking captain oubvious....are you going to buy me an apartment? are you going to let me come live with you? are you going to help me find a job where i actually make money, so that i can save money, so that i CAN FUCKING MOVE OUT?!?? no....you are not....so quite frankly your "opinion" means JACK SHIT to me


on another plus side last night i was hanging out with a piano player and we were singing songs and having SOOOO much fun!!!!! i lovvvveeee to sing!!! and for my birthday....(which is in 32 days, whose counting?) we are going to a piano bar and to high tea and i cannnttt wait!!!!.....woah how weird is that...i just noticed this but my 23 birthday is in 32 days! weeirrrddd!!!!

23 sounds so terrible, what the fuck is 23? ooolalal wow i am twenty three, its a number as useless as i am....fitting


anyway....i have to start getting ready for work....today i work a double...which means i will go in have a table, be cut, spend more time doing my sidework than i spent being a waitress....go on a little break...come back maybe be a litttle busy at dinner but nothing like what a fucking friday night dinner should be....spend a couple hours doing sidework...come home and pass out.....

oh that reminds me....last friday during my break...i went out of my way asking practically everyone if they would like me to get them anything (food, coffee) while i was out and i get my fucking prick of a fucking manager a VENTI starbucks latte or whatever....and the asshole doesnt even OFFER to pay me back...NOTHING...like fuck you dude you worthless piece of shit......have i mentioned recently my hate for people?

but back to getting ready for work...i need to go make myself cute so that i can get as large of a tip as i possibly can from the few tables that i will have....


i really am going to make an effort to write more...and update more frequently.....especially since i havent been seeing my therapist...i need to do soemthing somewhat theraputic before i go crazy(er)



shabat shalom

can i get a hand clap...for the way i work my back

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

Hi friends,

I don't have very much time right now because I have to get ready for work...but I wanted to say happy new year!!!

Also, everyone should watch Regis & Kelly on Thursday January 8 because my amazinggg brother got me tickets!!!! I'll be the one screaming the whole time :)

I got a lot of reallly awesome presents for Hanukah....however I didn't get rock band 2...and I am a bit upset about it, so Hotpinkglitter.blogspot.com is now accepting donations for my rockband2 fund..

Anyway...I have high hopes for 2009....I am going into it with a positive attitude...and hopefully it will bring a good job and a big rock on my finger.

Plus, big brother is getting married in October....and he and my dad will celebrate big birthdays this year!!! 30, and 60 respectively.

This is beginning to sound like one of those corny holiday update letters...so I'm gonna stop for now....but believe you me, there has been plenty of shit pissing me off the past couple weeks, and I will write all about it as soon as I can.


Arrivederci

my pink polkadot

dear friends,

hotpinkglitter would like to annouce an addition to our blog family....www.mypinkpolkadot.blogspot.com

mypinkpolkadot will display poems that i have written

not quite as thrilling as hotpinkglitter...but still pink and still fun :)


tata

reason # 343,727,818,332 why verizon suckos

hey! here's a smart idea....place a program on demand, allow people to watch it...but DO NOT give users ANY control...likkeee a statement right before the program begins saying "fast forward, pause and rewind are not available during the show"

hmmmm....dear idiots at verizon,

please define for me "on demand" beacause to me "on demand" means that I can watch what I want to watch, when I want to watch it, i.e., PAUSE it in case I have to pee....or REWIND it in case Mabel was making really loud, gross noises during an important part and I missed the dialogue....etc....

also, please explain to me the reasoning behind the decision to not allow control over what I am watching on demand....who do you think you are?? my mother???? no, so screw you.

lastly, do you decision makers at verizon get off by making your subscribers into your little puppets?! like, SERIOUSLY....I can't watch a recorded program in my bedroom, if it was recorded on an HD channel on the downstairs box?! what the fuck is that?!?! If I am able to watch HD channels in my room, why the fuck can't I watch HD recorded programming? You're whole fucking marketing is a scam...there is a sick and dirty twist behind each "benefit" you have to offer....NOTHING is what it seems with you!! I honestly believe you should seriously consider firing everyone and starting new cause you are the fucking worst!!!!!!!

Oh and one more litttttle tiny issue.....could you please, PLEASE explain to me why this situation would occur:

I recorded a program and I was watching it the next day, and I fast forward through the commercial and when I hit play, it continued to fast forward for like 10 minutes worth of the show...for some reason, I gave you the benefit of the doubt the first time, even the second time, but after the 10th time I tried to get it to play, and it would not work, I became a bit more than frusterated....and it is not just me, or the TV, because it happened on the downstairs box as well....it is YOU, and you alone suckos...

fix your shit.

i hate you,

me




anywhooo, i'm super pumped because OBAMA IS MY NEW PRESIDENT!!!!

and I have the day OFF!!!! But I have lots and lots of things to do because I never have time anymore to do anything, so I really need to take advantage of my time today!!

Also, I finished season 1 of 30 rock....reallllly gotta get on season 2, so that I can be caught up with season 3 hopefully within a couple weeks...but still LOVE it, highly reccommend it...and hoooray!!

HAPPY THURSDAY!!!!! oh and guess what? tomorrow's high is 70º!!! wooohooo, 70º on November 6!!! ok, in the long run, this could actually be a pretty terrible thing, but right now its kinda exciting...live for the day...


Shalom

riddle me this..

first of all...let me apologize for my absence...I have been super busy because I realized that I am worthless and am apparently destine to be a waitress for the rest of my life...so i went ahead and got yet another serving job.

we can call my place of business salt n peppa's after the most amazing rap duo in the history of the world...

so i have been working there for a little over a week now, and making ohhh about $20 per shift...don't be jealous. and the problem really seems to be that no one really knows salt n peppa's exists, so we havent been all that busy (its new) but tonight, we were somewhat semi busy...and i had more than 3 tables!!! unfortunately the majority of my tables were cheap pieces of shit...honestly, HONESTLY, DO NOT sit there and tell me how amazing I am, how the service was so great and BLAH BLAH BLAH....and then fucking leave me $7 on an $80 bill...get the fuck out of here you fucking mccain loving pieces of shit

live by these words: if you CAN NOT afford to tip appropriately then you CAN NOT afford to eat out..so fuck you, go to mccdonalds, get fat and die

SERIOUSLY? you are going to fucking sit there and talk my ear off as Im trying to meet your every little need and youre going to screw me like that?!? FUCK YOU!

I can deal with making $20 a shift because I only had 2 tables, but I can NOT accept getting screwed like that because I know that I am fucking amazing...you will not have a better, more friendly server than me....

oh..and if I hear one more stupid, naïve, retarded person say "well when obama gets shot" WHO THE FUCK SAYS THAT?!?! could you sound any more uneducated?!? so fucking ignorant.....people are SO STUPID

on a lighter note...its looking reallllly good for my obama and i'm super excited!!!! although i'm a little upset because when I went to vote today they didn't give me an "i voted" sticker...but the point is I voted, and I voted for my man and hopefully he will win!!!!


thats all for now...im so tired, and i have to work a double tomorrow


happy election day!

dontcha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?

i had a class in college (isn't that so weird to say?!? i feel like writers always start a chapter in one of their books with those six words...and now i said them...that kinda makes me old) maybe i should start over..

i had a class in college where we were discussing consumer reactions to products/services and the professor told us that the majority of the time when people go out of their way to comment on a product or service, it is to complain. I am not surprised by this fact at all, but it did make me smile a bit because I do not fall into that majority. Au Contraire, I LOVE telling everyone and anyone about positive experiences that I have had. Maybe its the marketer in me, maybe its just that I want everyone to be happy, maybe its just because I like to talk -- but if I like something that I bought, or did, or whatever, I become its number one advocate. For example: I have been watching 30 rock, because I love Tina Fey and a couple weeks ago I saw an ad for the 3rd season premier, and I said to myself, "self, you should watch that show" so thats what i have been doing and I LOVE it, I think its amazing. 2 weeks ago the only thing I knew of Alec Baldwin is gossip I have read about him on Perez or in people...but now, I LOVE him. He is a really amazing actor. The show is just great. Which is pretty much where this is all coming from. I am sitting here watching it and thinking how much I love it, which got me thinking about talking about things that I love, which reminded me of that class I took in college!

But say you go out to dinner, and its a new resturant, you have never been there before, and you have this really amazing experience...why not tell people? Businesses rely on word of mouth...unless they suck and hope people dont talk about their terrible experiences..but that is exactly what people talk about, BAD experiences...don't get me wrong, I'm all for venting about bad service and bad products...ha, obviously. But I think it is equally important to talk about good things too. Think about it this way: if you experience something reallly really great and don't tell anyone and the word doesn't spread, it could go out of business and you lose your really really great wonderful thing, or whatever...LIKE Arrested Development. Barely anyone knew how amazing that show was until AFTER IT WAS CANCELLED!!! That sucks!!! We, as a society were punished because the people who knew it was awesome while it was still being aired did not promote it to others!!

i have no idea where I am going with this...basically its Wednesday afternoon...I need a little break from TV (ha, who thought that day would come), I am waiting for my mama to come home and give me her Macy's credit card (still broke) and I felt like writing...but to stay on topic I will share two little stories from the past couple days.

Preface: recently I decided that I should start drinking more coffee/espresso based beverages because they fill me up and make me not hungry, which makes me not eat, which wil hopefully make me lose weight, which will hopefully get people to stop calling me fat....so I have been going to starbucks more frequently and getting nonfat pumpkin spice lattes because they are yummmmy in my tummy!! and this past weekend I was in the proximity of a Starbucks and I was gonna go get one, but then I was thinking and I was like, "hmmm, you essentially are broke, and the money you do have, you earn by bringing medicine to the neighbors or ironing your fathers shirts, or looking in the couch coushins for change...so maybe you should stop paying $5 for a latte multiple times a week" so, then I decided I should just buy the SYRUP because I have an espresso machine at home...and buying the syrup would save me money in the long run!! yay for being smart! but THEN when I got to Starbucks, the guy told me that they can't sell any of the promotional flavors (i.e.; the pumpkin spice) :( so i was sad...but then he told me that there is a company called Monin who makes pumpkin spice syrup and that they sell it at HOME GOODS...what a nice guy!! ok, that is the end of the preface, hahah if anyone is reading this you are probably like what the fuck is going on...but arent you always like that when you read hotpinkglitter?!?!

OK, so its Monday, and I am in Home Goods...and I am looking around in the food part and I see different syrups but nothing called Monin, and nothing pumpkin...so I go to the counter and ask the chick about it...and she is like "umm, I am not sure, I work in the Marshall's part of the store, let me get someone from Home Goods up here" So she makes an announcement asking for a Home Goods rep to come to the counter for customer assistance...and like 5 minutes go by and finally this chick comes up and she doesnt even approach me, so I start to walk up to her and I said "do you know if you have any Monin syrup?" and she was like "ummm i don't know" and I said "ok, well do you know if you have and pumpkin flavored syrup" and she shrugs her fucking shoulders...and I'm like "OK...if you DID have it, where would it be?"and WOULD YOU LIKE TO KNOW WHAT THAT STUPID GOOD FOR NOTHING BITCH SAID TO ME?!!? she says "i don't know, you gotta look around."
or something along those lines...and I"m like ummmm do you work here bitch?! what the fuck?! i was about to ask to talk to her manager because she was so rude, and I hate rude people...but i didnt feel like being in that stupid store anymore...but i mean REALLY?!?! fucking bitch...what the fuck are her job responsibilities?? use up oxygen and be good-for-nothing?! ughhh


my other story is not really so much a story...but yesterday I went to blockbuster to get the next 2 30 rock disks and on my way home i had to get milk...and i decided to go to swiss farms, which i have never done before, and i thought it was just super duper!! it was quick and easy, and the kid working there was just cute as can be and super nice and friendly...and i now love swiss farms!! WOOHOO for drive thru convenience and superb customer service!!

ok..have to go to macy's to get some things...

PHILLIES. WORLD SERIES. GAME 1. TONIGHT!!!!!

Au revoir

you say i'm crazy, i got your crazy

i am feeling very frustrated at the moment. i just cannot understand why no one wants to hire me...i am pretty awesome, at least to the naked eye. I am fun, and outgoing, and the perfect mixture of cute and professional...and aside from being a fat lard, i'm not so bad looking....i graduated from college, a business major with a minor...blahh, its just so annoying...i dont know if the worst part of it all is the fact that my parents think this is somehow my fault or the fact that i am so sadly broke....the only light in my life at the moment is britney spears and her new single womanizer...oh and 30 rock bc i started watching it and i really love it :)

oh...and i'm a bit overjoyed at mccain's lack of popularity in the polls, i really hate him and his smug stupid smile


and Phillies in the WORLD SERIES on wednesday wooohoooo!

ok, so obviously (especially for anyone who knows me) there is a whole lot of good in my life, i mean outside of the fact that i, for whatever reason, appear unfit to potential employers; my life is pretty fantastic and honestly, maybe even enviable...i have the best family in the entire world, and that i tell you with one hundred percent confidence...and that alone makes me luckier than 99% of people....and it is also what reallly keeps me motivated on days like today when im feeling blue and unimportant and unworthy and completely and entirely useless....and i have an amazing boyfriend, who i'm completely grateful for, even though i'm fairly certain he doesnt really like me anymore.....and the cutest puppy...and i really just take the people in my life for granted, which i dont mean to do cause the people in my life essentially, ARE my life..

and I miss my friends...like all my friends...I miss old best friends who I don't talk to anymore...and I miss high school friends who live in different states now.....and I miss the select few really good friends I made in college...its hard to live 2 seconds away from someone for 4 years, and then live over 2 hours away from them...especiallllly, when such people are terrrrible with telephone correspondence...hhaha, that is funny only to me...but I'm talking about my friend Heather. She is honestly...hmm, she is the kind of person that everyone wants to be friends with...she is actually HARD to make plans with because well A) she can be a bit of a space case but, more so B) there are always 25 other people who are trying to make plans with her too..my head is seriously a mess right now because as I am sitting here thinking about her, there are a thousand different things I could say...and i'm having all these flashbacks of the times we had...but i'm gonna try to organize my brain for a moment and explain some more about why Heather is one of the greatest people I know and why I miss her so much..

i am going to write in purple because even though i DESPISE the color...miss heather loves it...OK, so we met freshman year, lived on the same floor...and since then she has been this constant in my life...and when i say constant, i mean CONSTANT...because for as much as it drove me nuts when she didnt call me back, or answer her phone, she was always there...this girl listened to me talk, and talk, and TALK about everything, literally...20 degrees outside and i want a cigarette and i need someone to talk to...she was there, coatless and all :) honestly, by senior year, during library trips, it would be heather (who doesnt smoke) who would say to me, "meet in an hour for a cigarette break"? just so we could talk...

i wont go into detail...but i had a rough high school experience that made me really cautious about choosing friends, and who i could trust, and etc...and i took that to college with me...and I never had a doubt about Heather, if anything I have always felt really really lucky to have her as a friend...i probably actually took advantage of her friendship in the same way i take advantage of my relationships with my family members....i guess maybe it is hard to recognize how important someone is to your everyday life until they arent in it anymore..

basically, anyone who willingly puts up with me day after day deserves credit...and Heather is really the only person in my life who never made it seem like that....never made it out to be a chore to be with me, and never made me think that she was "putting up" with me...and although she is probably the nicest person I have ever met, I don't think she ever felt that way...I think that she understands me, probably better than anyone else, and we share a lot of common thoughts and interests...and when i think of college, i think of her. and when i think of what a friend is, i think of her...which i guess leads me back to how all of this started because i was saying how in reality my life is not bad at all...and i was saying all the amazing things in it...and then i realized that there was something missing from my life at the moment...and that is friends...so, i wish i had some more friends around...and it makes me sad that i dont...but i am so appreciative for the friends that i have...even if they all live in stupid other states...

ok so now that my spirits have gone from down to up and back to down....i think i am going to teach myself the dance beyonce does in single ladies...because time is one thing i most definitely have

a subtle message

yayyy for my lovely sister BT who just introduced me to one of Beyonce's new singles, Single Ladies...it is super fun, and ALSO, it conveys a WONDERFUL message...actually, its kinda weird that beyonce would sing a song that has my motto in it...."if you like it then you should have put a ring on it" :) mmhmm....

ya, so enjoy :) i have to go get on with my super busy day...you know, gotta get dressed, work on cleanin my room some more, go bring my sister her not-so-surprise lunch...bother people at her work for awhile, come home, play dress up with the puppy....ah, be jealous

• Beyonc�
• New Music

hotpinkglitter proudly presents:

the cutest damn thing you've EVER seen!!!

yay phillies!!

i heart anderson

I LOVE ANDERSON COOPER!!!

that's all

L'chai-im!

once upon a time there was a girl who went to genuardis to pick up a few items on a tuesday night in october...i will now recount the events of the little trip to the super market..

i leave the house around 8pm..so i'm driving and this ASSHOLE is behind me and he is seriously up my ass and i'm sorry if i sound so lame but the speed limit is 35 mph...i'm going 40ish...its dark, the road is windy, there are TONS of deer all over this area all of the time, oh and one more small detail...i already got one speeding ticket i couldnt pay (and one dumb ticket i couldnt pay) so i've realllly been making an effort to follow the speed limit because I HAVE NO MONEY!! so this f'n douche is just up my ass and he's driving me out of my MIND...where the fuck is he in such a rush to get to on a tuesday night??! ugh i hate people, i really do...like if I had to slam on the breaks for any reason he would have been inside of my car, he would have litterally been fucking my car up the ass...but i digress

then i get to the store...i go inside, and i'm doing my shopping (im super pissed because they dont sell W Magazine and I realllly need the new issue) and blahh blah blah everything is just super duper..and then I get in line, well after this moron lady got the hell out of my way...so i'm in line and putting my stuff on the thing and the kid is scanning and then he is done and i am trying to bag my stuff and he is looking at me and wants me to pay..and then he comes over and puts this case of iced tea in the top part of my cart...and so i pay him..and the stupid fucking moronic trig woman behind me is pushing her cart all the way up like she is gonna start bagging her shit THAT THE KID HADNT EVEN BEGUN RINGING UP YET...LIKEE HE WAS STILL GIVING ME MY CHANGE AND STUFF and this dumb cunt is pushing me out of the way..so my change comes out of the little change thing and i basically have to jump into her cart to get my change (and yes, i need my change, i'm broke...like i'm look in the seat cushions for loose change broke) AND then the kid stops helping me, and starts ringing her up and ALL OF MY SHIT IS STILL SITTING THERE UNBAGGED AND HERE COMES HER FUCKING FOOD!!!! so i'm trying to scramble to put my money away, and move the iced tea that the idiot put in the top of my cart so that i could put my eggs there..and bag all my crap and put it in my cart and i'm basically getting shoved out of the way...

i am just incredulous that people can be so inconsiderate and rude, and it makes me sad because it makes me kinda hate people and i love people so i dont want to hate them...but seriously? i thought i was going to explode as i was driving home because i was so out of my mind angry and disturbed that people are such assholes

so hopefully that paints an accurate picture of the genuardi's trip from hell...

c'est la vie